[ ᴃᴚiפʜᴌ ᵴᴌᴗᴆiᴏ ]: 2008

Monday, December 29, 2008


Wow! 'In a blink of an eye', it's 2009... even so, i hardly remember that i graduated from TARC... it's like i've been in MMU for ages, padahal, i've only been in MMU for 6 months...

Looking back... (yes, im aware that 2008 hasnt end yet... but i wont have time to update it right after 2008 ends, cuz i'll be having my finals).. so yea, looking back... this year had been quite a weird one.. lots of happenings... funny, lame, painful, stupid, happy, sad, u name it, i'm sure most of it would be in my 2008..

One 'painful' experience i had this year was my left hamstring's muscles which got torn... and in return, a purple hamstring for 2 months or so... seriously, it was scary... if i would upload the picture.. some of u might freak off... really... purple leg.. can u imagine that? if u really wanna see it, PM me la... i'll consider wheter u're "worthy" enough to view it or not.. LOL.. i wanted to post some pics of my leg.... but my pose in the pics can be quite sexy.. haha.. so too bad... not posting any pics.. unless i crop the images la...

EDIT: here's the cropped image..
» Click to see my purple hamstring, WARNING: Do not regret LOL «

another major thing that happened this year was God leading me to where i should be.. from TARC to MMU? diploma to degree... from mechatronics to electronics majoring in multimedia... it's just so not related... but God has His ways in leading me... I really wanna thank God for that...

This year, our church had our first church camp in years... almost like the first time in 6/7 years.. and it was totally awesome... 'Born at a time such as this' was the theme of the camp... i've found new purpose in life.. and my perspective on how life should be was changed.. made quite alot of new friends... all in all... AWESOME!

hmm... oh, this year, i saw my sister flying off to UK (for this first time..LOL)... interesting experience to have someone who was always there to suddenly 'disappear' haha... and after she left... i left to MMU... so the house was left almost empty... ;) but i guess it's just how God has planned it la...

in 2008, i've met up with lots of friends, made lots of new friends, got closer to the ones i know, and even got myself connected to the ones which i've lost contact with... friends from kindergarten, primary school, secondary school, college and uni.. nice peoples :)
-I just came back from a reunion with some of my primary school classmates... honestly, i couldnt recognize some... some looked the same, some didn't change much... i'm just amazed at how we had grown... after 8 years of not meeting each other... it's so nice to get to meet them again.. when's the next time? soon i guess :)

-asides from primary school friend, i got myself connected with quite alot of my secondary school friends again... really nice to hear that most of them are doing well... wonders of technology i would say... :)
-despite being away from my TARC friends, we still keep ourselves in touch... and it's nice.. really feels good to know that there are friends around who cares for you eh? :D

note to friends: thank you!

hmm... i had quite a lot of blessings this year... can't really count em all... just too many..and also i malas wanna count la... cuz there're more to come hahahaha... despite that, i honestly wanna thank God for all that He's done.. and i wanna thank Him also for the things that He yet to do, cuz i know that everything from Him is worth giving thanks for :)

first time experiences?
- staying away from home
- paintball

- CF
- lots of designing?
-> First camp book cover design,
-> First CD cover(second actually... the first was accidental lol)
-> First Successful interactive flash using Adobe Flash instead of swishmax
-> and more..
- had my first multimedia assignment (and got good review :D)
- meeting up of old friends?
- played futsal in genting highlands, church camp.. not good for the lungs tho haha
- video recording
- play with a DSLR, graphic tablet and more
- use hairband
- had long hair, tied my hair and walked around streets proudly xD

- played saxophone, cajon
- played percussion on stage :D
- archery + inter-faculty competition
and more... alot more new experiences

hmmm... all in all.... 2008 is a year that i wanna remember... 'a walk to remember'

as for 2009.... i would put it this way :

"staring at this empty canvas, waiting for the next stroke of my life"
- taken from 'Slow down time' by Jeremy Camp

some of u might ask.. why is it an empty canvas rite?.. let me answer u... cuz my life is not just a painting.. it's a video clip... u know like those times where u drew in every page of ur notebook, and flip the pages very quickly?... so.. it's almost like God is adding on a new page every nano-second, mili-second, second, minute, hour, day, month year, decade, century.. yada yada yada ...yea, that's how my life's story is gonna be told :D

crossing over to 2009 eh? haha

one thing i wanna see in my 2009 is : improvement... in any area that i'll take a step into la...

( i malas wanna write di... freaking tired, had a whole day out.. had church in the morning... then i had a long lunch ( the duration and the table was long xD), after lunch, some of us went to the arcade.. used up some cash playing haha... after playing.. i rested for 20 mins... then headed to pavilion to meet up with my primary school mates... reached home around 10.30 - 11pm... and here i am blogging la..(cuz internet speed very slow... haha)

p/s: will update this post with some images and details when i feel like to la..

forgot to wish my readers... haha... so here it is.. xD
Happy New Year peoples!

k then,
Till i blog again

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Merry Christmas!

Just thought of posting up something... so here you go peoples

Whitty wishes you "Merry Christmas!"

i know it's nothing much fancy... but have a Merry Christmas readers!
btw, i'm still busy, just that my hand was itchy... so i took a break..

(and oh, if you noticed, whitty is smiling.. yes, he always does that xD)
For people who don't know who is whitty.. it's he's my dog :) ..

here's a handsome picture of him [when he sneaked into the kitchen]:

sorry for the poor quality.. blames the bad lighting and camera xD
- notice him smiling again? :P

Till i blog again

Monday, December 22, 2008

lil updates...

Thank God, my FIRST multimedia assignment which carries marks is done! Thanks to everyone who commented and made critics about it, it definitely helps! thanks again.
for those who don't know what i'm refering to, click the icon below:

i've spent some nights doing it, didn't sleep that day.. now still experiencing the after effects... well, more sleepless nights to come...why? simple, christmas is on thurdays, but the church's celebration is on wednesday... i've got quite a bit of slides to do.. hmm flash again? haha

yea, asides from christmas, i've got another assignment deadline on 26th. Malaysian Studies... shouldn't be much of a problem i guess, but it still takes some time to do review for the 5 articles.. oh well...

p/s: i would still like to get comments and critics on my multimedia assignment, even tho i won't be able to do any changes already, but still, it'll help in my next assignment, i hope..

Oh, Tit Kian, have a blessed birthday. I hope and pray that one day you'll see Jesus as your personal Lord and Saviour :D

k la, gtg.. im still at home now.. and i've got class at 3pm. (it's now 11.38am)... need to rush back to cyberjaya.

Oh... i realized i gave alot of complains and !@#$%^&*( during the last few days... to those who were offended. Sorry, i was too stressed up with the amount of work load, still am, but would try my best to keep cool and rely on strength from above :)

and oh, i just found out that my first paper is on the 5th of January.... morning paper summore... Really need to depend on Him la.. talking bout my bad throat, i just bought a bottle/jar/jam container of chocolate pastry to go along with bread... gg XD [ hope my throat gets better by eating more chocolate hahaha... i have no idea why i chose chocolate.. some weird craving i guess ]

I just checked my exam timetable... 5th, 8th and 9th.... all in a week! If im wanna get 4.0 this sem... i better get started!.. but thankfully, the 8th and 9th subject only require 'readings' and not 'practices'.. phew..

Subject Code

I just received an email from my assignment team leader...
Remarks from my lecturer regarding the assignment
Gd work....Nice n awesome... Cool

Ahh... such a nice feeling :D

And oh update again.. xD
Here's a picture taken by chrysler, i did some photoshopping to it :)
-carrying out plan in facebook xD

Till i blog again.... remember to comment arrr...

Friday, December 12, 2008

Short Update

::Here's some minor update::
i've got a boil on the skin of my 'gluteal muscles' (do some googling :P)

Day1: Itch .
Day 2: Pimplish + Pain .
Day3: Blackspot + Reddish surrounding .
Day4: Evolving .
Day5: Furuncle .
Day6: --?

It's still there.... 'a pain in the ass' literally =.=
and if you're wondering.... no, i won't upload any pics of it (like Duh!) hahaha


::Other updates::
1) Electronics midterm was a killer... i think almost everyone who entered the hall came out wounded

2) Electronics' assignment's due date is coming near... and i've not started =.=! it's gonna be a long week!

3) Intro. to Multimedia's midterm is next thurs... havent start doing revision... but this one should be okay kua...

4) Intro. to Multimedia's assignment deadline delayed by 2 days! weee.. good news xD

5) i'm gonna 'perform' an 'experiment' now... i'm gonna 'watch' a movie while sleeping ;) i know, it sounds stupid... (no doubt, it is la) .... talking about multi tasking ...LMAO... XD

hmm.. i've decided to 'watch' transporter 3 while sleeping -> reason: poor video quality.. i'll do some imagination on my own wahahaha

fyi: LMAO = 'laughing my ass off' ... darn.. i'm reminded of the 'pain in the ass now'... crap!

i guess that's what happens when u have a tired person with a 'creative' brain :)


DND.."watching" movie now :P | nites :)


Forgot to do something... hehe..

Guys... have a blessed birthday... May God bless y-all with good health and strength, wisdom and understanding, peace and joy! Enjoy ya special day :)

guys refering to:

12th Dec
13th Dec
14th Dec
2)Chin Wei
3)Jyi Fong
1)Sern Liang

Till i blog again

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Tagged v2.0

so i got tagged again. this time by Carynn via facebook(got blog for me to link to?)

i'll start with the rules first la...

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 16 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 16 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you.

Even so, like they say " Rules are made to be broken ".... so, this is how i interpreted it:
Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 16 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 16 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you.

Haha... ok, so there wouldn't be any tagging on my side, but if u want to, and you are free, just tag yourself la.. and oh, do drop me msg so i can view it too :)

since there are 16 items for me to post, i'll categorize them into groups of 'facts', 'habits', 'goals' and perhaps, 1 'random thing'.... so here goes:

Fact 1:
Despite the fact that i'm an engineering student, i dislike maths. And oh, i enjoy programming and designing A LOT.

Fact 2:
I like jumping, running, and yada yada yada... stunts in other words. - you can view my records in friendster, if you're interested...

Fact 3:
I can do a side flip, front flip, and cartwheel easily, without hands. p/s: (but it's kindda impossible to do cartwheels without hand, cuz without them, it wouldn't be considered as cartwheels. xD).. backflip, on another hand is a problem..

Fact 4:
I am very talkative when i'm communicating via non-audible mediums. Which means i'm not very talkative while communicating via audible mediums(need time to warm up my throat haha)...But at times, i can be quite talkative.. or cheeky when it comes to playing with words la...

Fact 5:
Even though i can't play any instruments professionally... i have music in my blood. Jazz and rhythm in particular.

-----END OF FACTS-----

Habit 1:
I have a habit of not talking... basically, not starting any AUDIBLE conversation .. unless you consider the "msn messenger's message recieved tone as audible conversation la"

Habit 2:
I have a habit of spending.. err.. more like wasting my time in front of my laptop.

Habit 3:
I have a bad habit of doing things last minute.. but it's somewhat better now, cuz i'm determined to change it.

Habit 4:
I tend to be quite sarcastic especially when it comes to words...

Habit 5:
I have a habit of going to church every week.

-----END OF HABITS-----

Goal 1:
Constantly walking in the center of God's will. And to help others who are not able to walk in the will of God, to walk in them!

Goal 2:
Have an awesome relationship with God. Deeper and deeper by the seconds or milliseconds or speed of light....something like that la...

Goal 3:
I wanna be a good family man, when i "grow up". A good and godly example to my future wife and children.

Goal 4:
Spend time wisely.. in other words, being a good steward of my resources..

Goal 5:
Get a girlfriend (which would eventually be my wife) in 2009/2010?
I know that sounds tricky... but no, im not planning to get married in the next two years... just wanna get a GGF first. (GGF = Godly girlfriend)

It's about time right? No?

Define girlfriend:
- someone who loves God higher than me
- someone whom i am able love and to lay down my life for (and would do the same to me)
- the person which God has planned and set aside for me :)

-----END OF GOALS-----

Random thing 1:
Hmm.. since i was in the topic of BGF.. why not continue?

I have someone in mind... but i'll let God do His part la...Letting God be God... i think that's the best...cuz i don't wanna get myself into a relationship which would make things sticky and complicated (which is not what God wants)...

whoever she is.. Lord, at Your perfect timing, let it be so.

Note: To anyone who wants to know more, sorry to say... but no, i'm not giving out any names.. opss.. name without an 's' :P | and do not ask more.. (unless you're my section overseer or pastor or parents la) hehe


Some updates:

1) Church was awesome today, God spoke differently to different people... mine was with regards to the topic i posted yesterday.. "Stewardship".

How He spoke? Well... He reminded me, and gave me a better picture... of not condemning myself whenever i look at my mistakes, but to always be reminded of the Cross at Calvary.
(and i wasn't condemning myself when i wrote the previous post, instead i was looking forward, to be a better steward with the awesome grace of God! so yea, timely message! woot!)

2) "A Day in The Secret Place" would be on tomorrow. It's gonna be an awesome time with God... as an individual as well as a church! So i would not be online from 10am till 6pm or so... if there's anything urgent, send me a SMS @ 016-6084761 ... if not urgent but saja wanna kacau also can, but not recommended la... hahaha

3) I've got electronics 2's midterm this coming thursday, despite the fact that Thursday is a PUBLIC HOLIDAY in Selangor! Oh well... im not gonna mourn over it or anything... cuz it's good.. at least i got an extra day to study ;)

4) Lots of assignment deadlines next week! I doubt i'll be coming back next weekend la... i would rather stay over for the weekend and do my assignments there, to reduce the 'traveling hours'

5) Just thought it would be nice if you readers can gimme some feedbacks on my assignment so far: http://3then.deviantart.com/art/WIP-iPhone-Report-4-105491756

thanks :)

Hmm... i thought that adding this would be interesting, so here it is:

random facts:
2) I like to climb through windows, the smaller the better, the higher the better too hahaha, and oh, i like to do it when im wearing formal suit.... proofs:
- although i was a prefect in school... (can kira head prefect oso la, lower by 1 or 2 rankings only haha) I climbed through my secondary school's 'Dewan Bestari''s windows at least twice, and yea... i was wearing 'formal suit'...without permission (like DUH!)

- I went to the 'lighting room' in KLIH's Grand hall, through a window :) and yea... it's way up high, i had to climb on a pillar to get to the window... and yea, i was in my formal suit too... i think i wore i leather shoes that time also... haha(no wonder it rosak la! haha)


I guess that's all for now. Till i blog again

Saturday, December 6, 2008


Stewardship? What's that?

Instead of giving you the meaning of stewardship, let's take a peek at it's root word: steward.
Pronunciation: \ˈstü-ərd, ˈstyü-; ˈst(y)u̇rd\
[ Noun ]
1 : The one responsible for the protection or usage of something.

Starting to know where i'm heading towards?
So what's your point of view with regards to this topic, stewardship?

Here's something i found, which is very true (taken from wikipedia again)
- Stewardship begins and ends with the understanding of God's ownership of all.

Okay~~ Things are getting into a more serious tone...

Loads of things are happening all around the world, be it good or bad... and honestly, sometimes most of the time, i tend to have the 'careless' attitude towards all these happenings. i simply feel 'comfortable' in my comfort zone... and i'm not willing to take the first step, to be who God has entrusted me to be... the contact point between heaven and earth.

Yes, i'm feeling such a pain in my heart now, i'm grieved by myself... for not knowing that so many things had happened and is still going on all around the world, and i'm not doing anything about it, neither did i wanna care about any of it.. words can't say exactly what i'm feeling.. but it obviously sucks to feel what i'm feeling now.. uggh!

The word "steward" and "stewardship" has been ringing in my stucked-up-head for a while now.. it started with me asking God for forgiveness for not being a good steward of something known as time. And now, i realized that, it's not just 'time' that i'm not being a steward of... there are lots of areas where i'm screwed up as a steward... what kindda steward is that?

here's some of the areas that i would need improvement on, you on the other hand, do a checklist and see... i'm sure MOST of mine would be on yours too...

1) Time
2) Body - health
3) My identity
4) The world

well 4 is enough to kill... let's get deeper and check it out

1) time
- i realized that i like to procrastinate, do things which are of lower importants ( blogging nonsense (writing such as this, FYI is healthy and good, as it stimulates and brings your understanding to a higher level), facebooking, watching movie, anime, series - a lot of 'em, sleep )

2) Body - health
- Okay, so i sleep late... what's wrong with that you may ask.. but here's the thing, our body needs sufficient rest at proper hours.. do a research if you want, but it has been proven that certain parts of your body needs to rest at certain time of the day... and it's timeframe around 11pm-3am

- most of us sleep late, no doubt about that.. we're kindda killing ourselves by doing so... (ill talk about stewardship later)

3) My identity
- It may occur to some of you that my identity doesn't play a role in stewardship, let me prove you wrong. As Christians, we're suppose to be followers of Christ, which is to do what He did, when He was on earth, so that others may see how awesome and wonderful God is... so am i doing that? i seriously doubt it... most of the time, i'm just being the flesh-version of me... how lame can that be? cuz i'm suppose to be the 'light and salt' to the world... and if i'm not doing that... i'm not a 'good and faithful' steward.. i'll get "thrown out" in no time!

4) The world
- eh? The world also related to me? Well yea, it's related to me. How?
See, God made this world and gave Adam (humans in general) the authority to govern over the earth. Yet, as humans, we tend to get to the point of exploitation.. How sad is that? See the world around you... floods, landslides, global warming - aren't these the consequences of our negligence towards our stewardship?

bringing it down to my personal level, simple things like wasting electricity and water... i leave my computer on all the time, even when i'm away... for like a week.. constantly draining electricity just because the electric bills are fixed? Huh?! What nonsense is that?


see where i'm heading towards now?
stewardship... sometimes we tend to ignore it, simply just because we don't know that we're in-charge of those things.. don't believe? try asking yourself this question: "am i in-charge of how i use the world?" sounds big eh? but hey! wake up time... don't "take time to realize" .. cuz honestly, the world is dying by the seconds and no, time is not under our control. we're simply stewards towards time... each of us are given 24 hours a day, no one gets it more, neither do anyone gets it lesser. It's just how we use it.

Wake up people, take responsibilities, be who God want's you to be.
Here's something for you to ponder upon:

"No longer do i compare myself with people around me,
the one i'm comparing myself to, is God Himself"
- Sounds arrogant eh?

God has created us in the image of Himself... fair enough? Certainly, we can never be God Himself. But as Christians, sons and daughters of God, we need to be constantly working towards being more and more like God. To be the person who He want's you to be!

"Who are you to compare yourself to God? You lowly being!"
- familiar?

Satan is always there to kill, steal and destroy.. he likes to pull you down to a level where you feel so ashame and worthless... But in the eyes of God.. He always see you as who you are, His child.. the one that He loves...

The Parable of the Talents

14"Again, it will be like a man going on a journey, who called his servants and entrusted his property to them. 15To one he gave five talents[a] of money, to another two talents, and to another one talent, each according to his ability. Then he went on his journey. 16The man who had received the five talents went at once and put his money to work and gained five more. 17So also, the one with the two talents gained two more. 18But the man who had received the one talent went off, dug a hole in the ground and hid his master's money.
19"After a long time the master of those servants returned and settled accounts with them. 20The man who had received the five talents brought the other five. 'Master,' he said, 'you entrusted me with five talents. See, I have gained five more.'

21"His master replied, 'Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness!'

22"The man with the two talents also came. 'Master,' he said, 'you entrusted me with two talents; see, I have gained two more.'

23"His master replied, 'Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness!'

24"Then the man who had received the one talent came. 'Master,' he said, 'I knew that you are a hard man, harvesting where you have not sown and gathering where you have not scattered seed. 25So I was afraid and went out and hid your talent in the ground. See, here is what belongs to you.'

26"His master replied, 'You wicked, lazy servant! So you knew that I harvest where I have not sown and gather where I have not scattered seed? 27Well then, you should have put my money on deposit with the bankers, so that when I returned I would have received it back with interest.

28" 'Take the talent from him and give it to the one who has the ten talents. 29For everyone who has will be given more, and he will have an abundance. Whoever does not have, even what he has will be taken from him. 30And throw that worthless servant outside, into the darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.'

-Matthew 25:14-30 (New International Version)

See... God has already taught us on how to be a good and faithful servant of His. Whatcha waiting for? Go! And be who He want's you to be! Let's take this step of faith, of moving forward, taking up our responsibilities as a steward of God.

All these, just to hear this from God.
"Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness!"

If you think that you'll not be able to pull it through, think again! Here's something for you:

37For nothing is impossible with God."
-Luke 1:37 (New International Version)

Woots! I've done my job to share this! Let's get moving people!

Please, if you know that this topic is directly speaking to you, and you want to respond to it, but you don't know how... or even if you want to respond to it by taking a step of faith to be a good and faithful servant of God, leave a comment, that way, we'll be able to keep track of each other and to encourage each other when one of us fall!

Till i blog again

Wednesday, December 3, 2008


First and foremost... this is my first time to kena tag! WooT! hahaha...
(dun count the last one la.. i tagged myself on that)
*tagged by Wilson

1) Do you think you're Hot?
- Hmm... me? i would consider myself as cool instead of hot...

2) Upload your favourite picture of you.
- ok... hmm lets see.. actually got a lot la... (im quite a poser, so i get all sorts of cool pics of myself... haha)

arrr.... ok, there you go...

3) Why do you like that picture?
- Why? erm.. cuz it's a cam-whore picture... and it doesn't look like it... the background gradient of the picture is very smooth despite the fact that it was taken using my W810i.. and the picture is in silhouette style.

(actually, i don't know which picture to choose from... just too many.. can i post another 1? haha)

here you go:

4) When was the last time you ate pizza?
- Can't recall... 2+ months ago?

5) The last song you listened to?
- Son of God(featuring Chris Tomlin) - Starfield

6) What are you doing now besides this?
- basically nothing, i'm waiting ..

7) What other name do you prefer besides yours?
- hmm... does 'bright' count?

People to tag.
err... malas to tag la... everyone is busy with assignments and studies... (and this tag isn't really fun :P)

8) Who is number 1?
- That's hard to answer, cuz i don't know who will tag themselves

9) Number 3 is having a relationship with?
- It gotta be either number 2 or number 4... cuz those numbers are the closest to number 3... ( i speaking in terms of mathematics :P )

10) Say something about number 5.
- Number 5 is a number which comes after number 4 and comes before number 6. This number is significantly interesting because it looks like number 2(looking at it upside down, don't believe? turn your head 180 degree... quite impossible tho.. p/s: it'd be easier to write number 5 on a piece of paper and turn the paper upside down :P)

11) How bout number 4?
- Well, number 4 is quite a interesting number too. It comes after number 3 and comes before number 5. In leetspeak, it's commonly referred as the alphabet "A".

Asides from that, four is the smallest composite number, its proper divisors being 1 and 2.
(disclaimer: wikipedia xD)

12) Who is number 2?
- Leoben Conoy aka Number Two, a character from the 2004 TV Series Battlestar Galactica
(disclaimer: wikipedia again :P)

YES! Finished my first tag, *proud* cuz i gave stupid yet interesting answers xD

some updates:
1) just finished one of my mid term paper... malaysian study.. quite hard.. a lot of things asked cannot be found in the notes provided... but i think i'd be able to pass it...

2) i drew myself a 'planner' ... basically a timeline, according to dates of my assignments dealines, mid terms, and days which i would be busy (example: serving in church and CF)... and i realized that i'm supposed to be freaking busy.. yet i'm taking my own sweet time writing blog and watching animes... oh well.. gotta start working things out..

oh.. i drew it on my desktop... it's now my wallpaper hahaha... cuz i face my PC whole day long.. i guess i'll be reminded of it la...

here it is:

blue = church
red = cf
green = assignment deadlines and mid terms

3) i kindda made myself to pick up someone else's principal of life.. and to lay aside my own principals (i keep the good ones, throw the bad ones) so that i'll be a better person... still adapting, but it should work out fine.

4) "breading" has been awesome..(breading not breeding =.=) cuz basically i dip my bread in kaya before i eat it... yea i know... don't take too much sugar =.=

i guess that's all for now. Jaa mata ne.(until next time)
Till i blog again

Monday, December 1, 2008

Short note to myself

Soar or sink... my call...
( soar or sore sounds superb - notice the 's' again xD )

just a reminder for myself, cuz i've been slacking for quite a bit.. things are pilling up, and i might get myself sinked if i remain at my current state.

To soar, i'll need a Saviour. Aiming just to survive is merely sinking. Please do not salute me for using so many 's(s)'. [ wonders of a tired brain ]

p/s: had a pretty long day today, meetings after meetings... and i've got 2 longer days ahead of me. Mid term's on wed, and i'm not prepared. i'm now sleepy, but haven't take bath, and got tutorials to be done by tonight. Deadline = tomorrow 10am.

and oh, i'll be bread-ing for quite a bit this week.. got myself a Jumbo [yes, i like bread]

i'm sorry i've not been a good steward of something known as time! Teach me i pray.

Steep Yourself in God-Reality

He continued this subject with his disciples.
"Don't fuss about what's on the table at mealtimes or if the clothes in your closet are in fashion. There is far more to your inner life than the food you put in your stomach, more to your outer appearance than the clothes you hang on your body.

Look at the ravens, free and unfettered, not tied down to a job description, carefree in the care of God. And you count far more.

"Has anyone by fussing before the mirror ever gotten taller by so much as an inch?
If fussing can't even do that, why fuss at all?

Walk into the fields and look at the wildflowers. They don't fuss with their appearance—but have you ever seen color and design quite like it?
The ten best-dressed men and women in the country look shabby alongside them.

If God gives such attention to the wildflowers, most of them never even seen, don't you think he'll attend to you, take pride in you, do his best for you?

"What I'm trying to do here is get you to relax, not be so preoccupied with getting so you can respond to God's giving. People who don't know God and the way he works fuss over these things, but you know both God and how he works. Steep yourself in God-reality, God-initiative, God-provisions. You'll find all your everyday human concerns will be met. Don't be afraid of missing out. You're my dearest friends!

The Father wants to give you the very kingdom itself.

"Be generous. Give to the poor. Get yourselves a bank that can't go bankrupt, a bank in heaven far from bankrobbers, safe from embezzlers, a bank you can bank on.

It's obvious, isn't it? The place where your treasure is, is the place you will most want to be, and end up being.

Luke 12:22-34
-The Message
Till i blog again

Friday, November 28, 2008

Should i? Should i not?



im now writing to the readers who saw the 'teaser' image before i wrote this entry
* so the rest of you can just ignore it, if you want ;) *

here goes:
"Hmmp... Should i? Should i not?"
so did the teaser image got you gung ho fans readers wondering about what was on my mind when i decided to put up this post? Did you get excited to see a new post, or perhaps some of you felt the adrenaline rush due to the awesome-ness of the title?

Haha... i bet you did *not*... xD

Ok... this part is for everyone hahaha:
Does the entry title "should i? should i not?" ring a bell?

*a moment of silence, let u recall some memories*

I believe most of you fans readers would have already experience this many times in your life... Déjà vu?

Nah, im sure that this is not just some Déjà vu thingy, it's more than that! Cuz on my side, this statement often occur in my mind, especially during times of decision.. be it big or small, it doesn't have to be a significant event, it can just happen at anytime.

For you curious readers, sorry to burst your bubble, but this entry title is mainly NOT talking about me.. it's talking about all of us, humans.. Like i said, many times in our life, we often get this sorta statement when we're about to do something, for example making a decision... We get it so often that at times, we tend to ignore something more important and then we end up using our mind to figure things out..

Some of you might ask... "what is that important thing?"


yes, you've guess correctly
(assuming that you took some time to guess la...)

i'm talking about our conscience .. huh what?
conscience? con + science?

Disclaimer: Quoted from WIkipedia

Conscience ability or faculty that distinguishes whether one's actions are right or wrong. In plain English, it is a person's inner sense of what is right or what is wrong morally. It leads to feelings of remorse when one does things that go against his/her moral values, and to feelings of rectitude or integrity when one's actions conform to our moral values. It is also the attitude which informs one's moral judgment before performing any action. The extent to which such moral judgments are based in reason has been a matter of controversy almost throughout the history of Western philosophy.

Commonly used metaphors refer to the "voice of conscience" or "voice within."

yes, conscience.. in lame man terms.. your heart..

Hmmp... feeling the adrenaline rush again? No? haha...

Yea, we tend to ignore our conscience, because we're just so used to using our "all-mighty" brain.. At times, we give excuses to ignore our conscience, and frankly speaking.. if we continue to ignore our conscience, we would most likely end up as a "cold blooded" human.. why?

Take the following scenario into consideration:
*Warning: Parental Advisory recommended, nah... it's just a simple illustration*

p/s: very long... but worth the look xD
» Click here to read the scenario, click again to hide it ;) «

To those who didn't read the 'scenario'... the moral of the story is to listen to your conscience.. the small voice inside of you...(for more information, please read up the 'scenario', definitely worth reading it.. ;)

well, basically, that's what i want to say.. but i'll elaborate a lil more (bear with me, for the long entry >.< )

In each and every one of us, God has placed a 'small voice' in us... it's commonly referred as 'your heart'/// now, try to link voice and heart... i guess, the conclusion is that our heart has a mouth rite?

so, to those bio students... FYI, your heart has a mouth, and it can speak.. remember that kay? :p

The figure below show's where your heart's mouth is...

(dun kill me if you fail your bio cuz you added that label in your exam ya hahahah... and yea, i'm not a bio student... so...believe me not..)

Like i was saying.. God has placed in us a small voice.. and most of the time... it's not loud.. but listen to it, and you'll not regret... cuz from my experience, most of the time where i ignored it.. i regretted it in the end.. not a good feeling..

Well.. i think that's all i can write about the small voice in you.. listen to it..

Listen to your heart
when He's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.

Cropped from DHT's - Listen to Your Heart

Till i blog again

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Some updates

Hmm.. last 2 days had been quite a marathon for me... no complains.. but very exhausting... anyway.. ive not been able to sleep well past few night, exclusive of last night...the mosquitoes has been 'kissing' me quite alot while im sleeping.. kindda kacau la.. esp when u have 2 days of marathon.. not a nice feeling at all...

anyway, im here blogging, cuz i can't sleep di.. i slept quite late last night.. and yet here i am, awaked at 8am++ ... i tried to go back to sleep, but i cant la... so i decided to just worship God aloud... since my roomie went back already(without telling me, maybe cuz i was asleep la.. haha) it just feels so awesome being able to worship God, lifting hands and praising Him, in my room without feeling awkward haha...

so here's one of the songs:

i felt energized and ready to push myself again, to be the best of what God sees in me!

Spirit of the Lord

Fill this place Lord
With Your power
Let me see You
Reing with sovereignty
I need Your touch

That the world would
know You sent me
Let the dead rise,
Let blind man see
You lifted high

The Spirit of the Lord
Is on me
And I will go
I will go

I will go where You send me Lord
Jesus my whole life God, it's Your
With the Spirit of the Lord, I'll go

I'll go
I will go
I'll go

okay, some updates:
1) The event which the archery club held wasn't that great.. basically, bad turnout and that's about it la.. haha

2) The bible study last night ran well (i guess)... i thought them... hmm.. more like reminded them of who they are la... The topic i choose was "Who i am in Christ" cuz it's so darn important for us to know who we are to be able to function as how God wants us to...

imagine this:
if someone with high authorities doesn't know who he is, basically, he can't perform as he ought to la... same with us, Christians. We need to know who we are, the authorities that God has gave us, the promise that He gave and by knowing, and practicing our identity in Christ, i believe, there's no reason for us not to be able to soar up high with wings like eagles, alongside with God!

3) my class today only starts at 1pm! woots! after a few days of 9-10am classes... its nice to be able to wake up later than usual (although i woke up early, but still can lepak la... haha)

4) assignments are starting to pile up abit, i better get started before i 'die' because i procrastinate -.-

5) i had been thinking about how come im still so 'shy' when it comes to making new friends and talking to people.. and i realized that it's the same stupid excuse i made up... 'i think too much, im afraid of what people will think of me...' <- isn't that pride?

hmm.. gotta work on that...

oh yea, i figured that if i be myself, there's no reason for others to reject me... im a lovely/friendly person after all :P i'll stop here i guess... testing siggy again... (below)

(this siggy looks so much better... jpg vs gif haha.. yes, it's my handwritting.. wacom :D)
Till i blog again :)

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Self studying

i've been self studying(not studying, but studying about myself) for a bit lately... well basically to find ways to improve myself...

I'll start with the brain... i've always known that i'm a right-brainer, but i have no idea of the details... so i did some quiz and tests to check em out... here's how it scored:

Left brain percentages:Right brain percentages:
Overall usage:48%52%
Details:38% Logical (Your most dominant characteristic)
31% Sequential
27% Reality-based
22% Linear
17% Symbolic
14% Verbal (Your least dominant characteristic)
50% Nonverbal (Your most dominant characteristic)
40% Fantasy-oriented
28% Concrete
20% Intuitive
18% Holistic
12% Random (Your least dominant characteristic)

so yea, how i described myself before this is quite accurate....as u can see, i'm only 14% Verbal (left brain) and 50% Non-Verbal (right brain)... so when i'm talking to you, i'm only using my 14% hahaha.....

anyways, when i reach back cyber (10mins ago), i when to cybertracker and i found this thing... "How to Talk to Anyone".. it's an e-book, i've briefly view through the table of contents... it looks quite interesting... 364 pages might take me a while to finish reading la.. haha...

ok, off topic abit, this week would be quite hectic... archery club has this 'Sports and Martial Art Exhibition, Demonstration' thing going on... even though it's only 2 days.. i already feel tired when i look at it la... and MMUCS is going to put up a booth for 'Adopt a Gift'.. it'd take some time from me... and yea I'm suppose to lead a bible study thingy for CG this week.. so it's gonna take me some time too... and not to mention, i have another lab tomorrow morning.. 9am-12pm (haven't read lab sheets yet =.=) and oh.. assignments are rushing in.. no doubt it's gonna be fun xD

I guess i wouldn't have much time to update the blog this week... so yea, wishing some people happy birthday first :)

1) To Rachel, (25th Nov)
Happy birthday :) May God lead and guide you as you offer yourself as an instrument in expending God's kingdom. May God bless you with skills, creativity, wisdom, knowledge, and monetary blessings :) God bless you!

2) Nisha, (28th Nov)
Happy birthday, may God open your eyes to see Him as Lord and Saviour. Cuz you know what? He's just so rocking that you can't resist ;)

3) Amy, (30th Nov)
Happy birthday, may you be a living testimony to people around you even as you seek more and more of God! God bless!

4) To Mukhesh, (1st Dec)
Dude, have a blessed 20th birthday in India (how's studies anyway?). May God unveil Himself more and more as you draw near to seek Him.

(I seriously doubt any of them read my blog haha.. but anyway, have a blessed birthday, God bless you! *i know my drawings sucks :)*)

ok, now back to the topic.. haha... nothing much i can say la... but yea, i'm trying to study myself, so that i'll be able to work at the optimized level with other people and myself :D

A random quote from the 'How to talk to anyone' ebook
On the stage of real life, every physical
move you make subliminally tells everyone in eyeshot the story of
your life. Dogs hear sounds our ears can’t detect. Bats see shapes
in the darkness that elude our eyes. And people make moves that
are beneath human consciousness but have tremendous power to
attract or repel. Every smile, every frown, every syllable you utter,
or every arbitrary choice of word that passes between your lips can
draw others toward you or make them want to run away.

I guess that's for now, i better go get reading my lab sheets hahahaha.... Have a nice week people! :D

(testing siggy)


I just receive an email.. check this out:

1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8...9...ok 10 is interesting...

10. Talking Rarely
Intellectual conversations will promote the efficiency of the brain

I guess i'll need to start talking, more... hahaha...

Friday, November 21, 2008

My first day being a 20

This is gonna be short, cuz it's late and i've lab tomorrow morning.. so here it goes:

My first day being a 20....
(exclude 19th of November, cuz technically i was born at 10.54pm hahaha)

God gave me a bigger picture of how i landed here in MMU today. Honestly, since/right after my church camp in May 2008, i know that MMU is the place where God wants me to be at... but i wasn't quite sure of the purpose of being at MMU.

So i got the geographical coordinates right and i landed at MMU. But the story behind how i reached here is just so amazing when i look back at it...( i can't say that i know every detail, but certainly God knows best :D )

I have always wondered why i had to go through TARC before coming over to MMU... and i keep getting comments like... 'wah.. why you do your diploma first? why didn't you do foundation straight away?' kindda comment.... but now that God have given me a bigger picture, i now realize that if it wasn't for the 2 years in TARC, basicly serving God back in Wangsa Maju, i wouldn't have picked up designing... and i wouldn't be at where i am now....

If i was to come to MMU 2 years ago, i would most likely have landed in Melaka, and would most likely be doing electronics majoring in robotics... cuz i was 'heavily' involved in robotics competition during my high school days... but now i know that that field isn't what i really like... but what i'm doing now... it's what i take pleasure in... although the core subjects are the same... but the essence behind the course is just so sweet!

During my last days at TARC, i was talking to some of my friends about where i might be going.. i had actually made up my mind to hand in my 'portfolio' of my designs of shirts, logos, website, flash and such to MMU.. so that i'll be able to do my degree straight away instead of doing foundation 'again'.... cuz i wanted to give up in my engineering studies... the irony:i hate maths actually (hahaha)

so yea, during MMU's open day, i went there, and i only visited the FCM(faculty of creative media)'s booth... i didn't even bother to check out the engineering faculty's booth...

but as soon as i reached home... i went online and did some research on the courses offered by the Engineering faculty... and i saw this 'baby'... before all these, my parents did tell me about the 'life of a designer' and yea, i didn't really like it..... the work pressure, and job hours, deadlines and such, it's not that i can't handle such things, but i prefer not la.. haha...

and so... the course... Electronics Engineering Majoring in Multimedia is basically what is suited to fit me best... Engineering + Designing... i wasn't really quite sure of how this course would lead me before this... but today, my lecturer(assit course supervisor) made clear about this course and how it would lead us, and what would we eventually end up as....

Perhaps, you wouldn't understand a single thing i wrote above, but the summary is this:
God has plan for our life, you and me, not Christians only..... it's already all planned out well, and everything will fall into place according to His plan and will for us. Rest assured, God is a God of Love, He wouldn't lead you into something you can't arise from... the devil, however is always there to make sure you won't achieve what God has for you...

so here i am to say:

Arise peoples! For my God is bigger than he who is in the world. And my God has conquered the grave, what else can stop Him?

i thank God for all He's done, and all He has for my life! What He had done today, it's certainly a great assurance that God has place in me for the first day of being a 20. So yea, i'm now all pumped up to surrender more and more of myself to this GREAT and AWESOME GOD of mine!

i guess that's all... took me almost 1 hour... sleepy di.. hopefully don't sleep in lab la.. =.= (haven't finish reading lab sheet)

gnite all...
God bless :)


(not that short post after all :P)

Wednesday, November 19, 2008


Okay.... some of you fans readers of mine might have been waiting to see what i recieved for my birthday... so here it goes:

Number 1 contestant: Wacom Bamboo Tablet :)

Step 1: Open up the gift wrapper

Step 2: Pose and smile.. *holding "God bless You" birthday card picture*

Step 3: Open up the "void if seal broken" sticker!

Step 4: still trying.... 

Step 5: Still trying... did they stick it so tough or was it me?

Step 6: Finally! Pull out the box from the box... i know it doesn't make sense :)

(closed up view)

Step 7: Revealing the inner-box 

Step 8-10: Please imagine it by yourselves xD
8: Plug in to computer
9: Install drivers
10: Play with it 

"Artistic" shot:

Contestant Number 2 & 3: Swiss Polo Leather Shoes and EDWIN Casual Shoes

Hmm... i didn't have time to take photo(s) with my new shoes... cuz i was kindda rushing back to cyber on sunday.... (yea, i got my presents on Saturday and Sunday already)

Some shots of the new shoes....

(These weren't really gifts, but i'll just add them into my gift list since i didn't had to pay for them.. and yea, both my previous leather and casual shoes had served me well for 4years, and 1year respectively... time to get new ones xD)

Contestant 4: Secret Recipe's Chocolate Banana

(Disclaimer: Image taken from www.secretrecipe.com.my)
*They should be thankful that i help them promote xD*

Contestant 5: Memo-Spa (Memo pad holder)

I wouldn't say: "So cute!"
 but yea..undeniably it's kindda cute la...

Contestant 6: 

All the people who wished my happy birthday... seriously, i can't name all of them... just 
many of them. :D

Again, to all who wished me.... Thank you! 
You people had made my day a happier day/years person, 
and made me discover that i'm trully treasure by so many of you. Thanks again :)

Declaimer again: Gifts and presents are arranged in such an order that i've recieved my gifts(except for the wishes la... cuz it's still going on hahaha)

Current Desktop Arrangement (Literally, not computer's desktop)
-Computer 'freak' example- 
*OMG 3 mouse? + 1 bamboo tablet? + 2 keyboards?*

Thank you.... 
Above all, the person i really wanna thank is God.... 
for without Him, i wouldn't be here, neither would you ;)

So here i'm again to say: 
Thank You Jesus! For all You've done and yet to do! Thank You for the work that You have started in me, and i know that You're not done with me! I thank you for who You are! 

* singing 'Life - Communion, Hillsongs' as a rededication to God *

- come join me and sing along, aloud xD -

Seriously, i mean it.... if you want to, just rededicate yourself to God


Now, for some serious stuffs.....

2nd decade's birthday resolutions: Areas i want to see improvement
1) My walk with God... it's gonna be awesome! (proclaimation of faith!)
2) My time management... seriously, i suck at it ;)
4) Opss 3... my maths... hahahha.. basicaly, my studies la
4) to see myself walking in the center of God's will... yea.. center.. not at the side of the circle

okay, yea 20 natural/physical years had past... certainly i have grown from a mere baby to who i am now.... like i said, God has started His work in me, and He's not done with me.... and i'm glad that's the case... cuz it's giving me reasons to live my life (that He gave) for Him! 

putting aside natural/physical growth... i would really wanna see my spiritual self grow too... yea, i kindda just realized that spirtual growth doesn't just happen, like natural growth... i need to put in my effort to feed myself, and draw near to Him, daily.

So yea, i'm here to say that i've giving my all to see myself living for God, to see myself grow in the Lord. I decide to grow(spiritually)!

I guess that's all for now... kindda sleepy (although it's only 6pm now... haha...)

Oh... today i said the most "thank you" i've ever said in my life... and i meant it everytime i said it... such a nice feeling :) and yea some updates, i've found a group for my MPW2133 Malaysian Studies project... *yay*, i manage to break-through my thick shyness~~

Till i blog again... :)
Birthday boy Clarence

(yea i know i'm a lil childish... but hey, who say a 20 guy cannot be childish? hahaha)

ignore what i just wrote hahaha!

Sunday, November 16, 2008


i'm actually pretty tired now, i had a long day, but i just feel that i need to write this before Wednesday la.... Wednesday would have another new post(i hope)... yea, i guess you know why.. I'm still thinking whether to put the title as mirror/grow clarence, grow.... so i'll leave it as it is now la...

looking back the past 19 years (almost 19 years) i've seen God's grace towards my life, not once or twice, i seriously can't count how much grace He has poured on my life. Even before i was born, He was already gracious towards me, He took my place on the cross, He bore my(our) sins, and the consequences of my(our) sins. His merciful grace just came and overtook me.. time and times again... stronger and stronger each time..

Asides from that, for every time that i chose not to obey God, i ended up regretting it, and even so, He was always there with His everlasting love, there to just embrace me, and say that it's ok to make mistakes, as long as you learn how to more forward and never fall back to such mistakes. I'm freaking thankful of His faithfulness, love, mercy and basically for who He is. even as i look back at how He has leaded me throughout these years, i realized that there are certain areas where i would need to move into... for example, i realize that i've been quite a 'I, me, myself' person, i'm not implying that i've been selfish or anything life that la, but i tend to seclude myself in meetings, and even classes... i'm like a lone-ranger, it's more than just a 'personality disorder', that's what the devil wants me to think it is. 

come on, let's be honest, i've been a christian for like almost all my life, i've known God as my personal God and Saviour eversince i was around form 2, He has changed me alot, and it's definately not a good excuse for me to say that 'shy' is my weakness... because i know He has already brought me out of that... seriously.. i'm not shy (or not as shy as what i was ) anymore... If God wants me to stand on a stage to share or worship in a christian meeting, that's not a big deal anymore... 

and i've come to my realization that God wants me to stand out, not only in a meeting where christian meets, but also in my lectures (where i don't know anyone there; when i say i don't know anyone there, it's litterately no one... zero), where i may seem the smallest, weakess... the no body of the class...... of course it's easier to stand up and be an example of what a christian is when there's a bunch of fellow comrades that you are well aquinted with..  

tell me... how can i do what God wants me to do if i'm not allowing myself to change? if i continue to seclude myself from the rest of the class, how can i be the light and the salt to the world(class)? how would people see God in me, if i don't allow myself to let God do what He has planned for me? and so... to do that, i would need to rise up, from that place where i always 'hide' myself.. 

at this point of my life, i decide to grow out of such nonsense, that i'll not allow such 'personality' to stop me from doing what He has planned for me.... few days back when i was reading 'Renewing Your Mind', there's was this scripture.. 
So here's what I want you to do, God helping you: Take your everyday, ordinary life—your sleeping, eating, going-to-work, and walking-around life—and place it before God as an offering. Embracing what God does for you is the best thing you can do for him. Don't become so well-adjusted to your culture that you fit into it without even thinking. Instead, fix your attention on God. You'll be changed from the inside out. Readily recognize what he wants from you, and quickly respond to it. Unlike the culture around you, always dragging you down to its level of immaturity, God brings the best out of you, develops well-formed maturity in you.
Romans 12:1-2 (The Message)
i chose from 'The Message" version because it would be easier to understand :)

so yea, i'll continue to allow God to move in me!

 i know, some of the things i've said here is like "Duh!" to most people... but here's the thing... most of us know it, but how many of us has decided to work on it? 
Head knowledge will remain as head knowledge unless and until you work on it, and make it an experiential knowledge..

i think i've said what i needed to :)


few updates on my side:

1) like i wrote the other day, my mouse is giving out edi... so i bought a new mouse... new eh? no, not really... cuz the driver isn't working.. so i'll need to get back to the shop next week to ask about it la...

Here's the new mouse... it doesn't have a name, not planning to give it anyway haha... it's a Gigabyte mouse, with 800/1600 DPI switch... which is useful when designing.. hope to get it working ASAP la...

2) like i wrote the other day also... i've decided to cut my hair rite... so yea, i did it... and it turned out to be a "make over".... haha seriously, i'm not used to this hairstyle... frankly speaking, i don't really like it... but i'm not sulking over it or anything la... i'll post up some pictures of me and my new hairstyle on Wed/Thurs la... cuz there are some spoilers in the picture that i'm gonna post... hahaha... so please practice patience with me

haha and oh! this is a freaking good preventive measurement for the bashings that might occur... i sure wish it doesn't... i'm not a big fan of such things...

3) Happy birthday to Lai Hoong! May God continue to lead and guide you, in every step that you'll take, and that you'll allow Him to work in ways that you might not understand. Let Him be God. Have a blessed birthday!

4) Oh... like i said also, i feel an excitement in the spiritual realm, and yea, new things has begun... Ps Kenneth and Ps Sharon along with their precious Sophia will be leaving for Penang soon, to start a new church under God's direction. I'm grateful that they are obeying God even though alot of things are not settled yet, they don't even know how God is going to work through them, but their obedience is the key in working with the One up above :) My prayer is that they'll continue to run this race as good and faithful servants... that even in a new place, they'll have favour from people and man. Good health and strength be upon them, and God's grace to continually flow through and with them as they work alongside with Him! God bless you Ps Kenneth and Ps Sharon, and not forgetting little Sophia :)


To make things fun, i'll add in some spoiler for my new hairstyle hahaha

oh btw, this is da mouse picture too.... but still cant use la... maybe cuz i screw up my lappy with Vista OSx haha... will reformat lappy next sem kua..

Friday, November 14, 2008

hmmm... V2.0

haha... can't think of a decent title... so i'll leave it as it is la... 
(i've bold some of the text, arr... for you lazy people who are lazy to read la... the bold points are the keypoints la)

1) classes has been good so far.... i especially like "Introduction to Multimedia" ... it's just my thing la... haha... learning about all the different types of multimedia... converting from analog multimedia to digital multimedia ... the types of compression, and how it is done and all la... i wouldn't have been able to learn these if it weren't for God's plans and timing :)

2) hostel room electricity was down a few times just now... didnt bother me much tho... but plans to shift out next acedemic year... most likely would need to shift out la... i'm ok with the hostel, but i don't think hostel would let me continue my stay here, as i'm from KL

3) happy birthday to my CG leader,Sue-Jane. May God continue to lead and guide you as you walk with Him. Enjoy your bashing from the CF member... sorry i'm not there to bash you up, cuz i don't like the idea of bashing people anyway... 'do to others what you want others to do to you' ... and personally i think it's scaring off some newer member/// just my 2 cents

4) i started reading up.. clarifying things that i don't understand regarding my subject.. eventhough i studied it before (or i did not pay attention in class la, during diploma) JFET and MOSFET thingy... characteristic curve, bias types, etc etc... 

5) oh.. i was browsing through my cellphone's contents... and yea i found something i install quite some time ago.... it's a java application... title: Renewing Your Mind... well kindda doing my devotion with it... new sem, new start? new perspective and all... and yea... i'm quite sure God has planned something new... i've yet to know what it is.. but yea, i can feel the excitement in the spiritual realm... 

6) i watched 'YAMASAKI' during the electricity down time, via my laptop and it's depleting battery... my battery kindda cacat di... but oh well, it's not like i use it anyway... oh, back to the movie... i doubt you've heard of it, cuz it's some French language movie... i made use of the subtitles... the story is about a group of guys, 7 of them... they practices free-running/ le parkour... quite interesting la.. especially if you like stunts and such.... i'm one of them xD

7) there's this archery club's team building camp on 29th and 30th November... in sg pisang, karak highway... don't feel like going, cuz would be busy with church's stuff and all... and it's RM 80 for 2 days 1 night... kindda rip-off la... haha... no doubt i would enjoy myself, but i don't think i need that... cuz it's not gonna 'change' me... yes i know i'm lack of these skill... team building stuff... basicly making friends.... working with people is ok for me... leading them however, is another matter .. xD

8) i've yet to find a group for my MPW2133 Malaysia Study assignment... hope to get one soon... God help me!! Seriously, it's no fun going to a class which has assignments which are group assignment-type, when you know no one... how i miss my days in TARC... *imaginary tears dropping on my keyboard*

9) i'm currently listening to a christmas song... my 22Gb playlist is on shuffle mode (Maybe more than 22Gb liao.... gg leh? FYI... if you're looking for some song, especially christian songs, not latest but i can say recent years.. drop me a msg la.. who knows, i might have it :D) ... the christmas song i'm listening to now is instrumental in nature.. and yea... can use it as lullaby... *eyes closed*(falling asleep edi hahaha... eyes closed while typing this sentence. lets see what it turns out to be la) *eyes re-open.. wow i'm amazed, well not really, kindda used to it di haha

10) i'm out of short topics already.... oh now that i remeber....

Praise God, i haven't kena saman yet (for keeping long hair, but apparently its ok to keep long hair (until collor length.. mine is around there already.. ), but cannot tie it... weird eh... cuz according to the 'rule book':
29.3 Male students shall not keep hair beyond the collor, not spot fancy/fashioned hair such that the male identity is lost
... but i don't plan to get saman-ed la.... ) so i would most likely be trimming, hmm to be exact i think it's cutting la... no point trimming it... so long di... maybe a makeover? it would be interesting kua... haha.... and oh... i decided to cut my hair cuz i'm kindda sick and tired of sweeping the floor due to the ammount of hair drop i'm having now... cuz my hair is long and thick.... haha.. but darn, i'll sure miss my long hair haha

and yea... my hair-cut decision is also a preventive measurement (might kena bashing next week* hint hint* xD)

11) water in cyberjaya is still quite polluted, but much better di... i still dare not, to be exact, im being wise to not drink water from the cooler machine la... freaking thirsty now.. lazy wanna fill up my water bootle... hahaha.. after blogging only i drink water la... (yea i know, drink more water)

12) as i've mentioned before, i like communicating via non-audible mediums.. be it pointing, typing, physical movements (eg: nodding) ... i sure hope this doesn't continue as a habit forever, it's no good for me....  i realize that i've been doing that quite a lot nowadays... -.-

13) don't feel like studying anymore after this... i wanna sleep :D ... tomorrow would be a long day in my room.... i don't have any class in the morning, and the noon.... but i have one in the evening 5-6 pm... then only i can go home... sad case =.=! lousy timetable... but looking from the bright side, i can sleep in tomorrow until 5pm OMG! hahaha

14) my mouse is kindda giving out already...especially it's right button(oddly, the left button is fine), not responding as good as it ought to be....  but i still like the feel of this mouse, have been using it for quite some years now.. might get a new one soon... but it's still ok i guess... ( i know, it has become and came to this state due to much of my gaming, but i don't really play much...)

15) oh.. i won't be leading worship this trimester... really busy, my hands and feets are kindda tied up...

16) whatever that i'm thinking of writing now... (there's something in my mind which i'm hesitating to blog about) .... i just surrender it to God la... let His will be done... for He know what's best for me now :)


 hmmm... 16 points... i guess that's quite abit of update i've given.. i know i don't have pictures in my blog.. and it's lame cuz it's suppose to be a studio.. haha... but whatever la... don't have a good camera to mess around with .. even if i have.. i doubt i'll bring it whever i go la... 

gnite all.. this post took me 54 minutes to compose and type... and edit and... 
*zzz mode turned on*