[ ᴃᴚiפʜᴌ ᵴᴌᴗᴆiᴏ ]: December 2008

Monday, December 29, 2008

2009

Wow! 'In a blink of an eye', it's 2009... even so, i hardly remember that i graduated from TARC... it's like i've been in MMU for ages, padahal, i've only been in MMU for 6 months...

Looking back... (yes, im aware that 2008 hasnt end yet... but i wont have time to update it right after 2008 ends, cuz i'll be having my finals).. so yea, looking back... this year had been quite a weird one.. lots of happenings... funny, lame, painful, stupid, happy, sad, u name it, i'm sure most of it would be in my 2008..

One 'painful' experience i had this year was my left hamstring's muscles which got torn... and in return, a purple hamstring for 2 months or so... seriously, it was scary... if i would upload the picture.. some of u might freak off... really... purple leg.. can u imagine that? if u really wanna see it, PM me la... i'll consider wheter u're "worthy" enough to view it or not.. LOL.. i wanted to post some pics of my leg.... but my pose in the pics can be quite sexy.. haha.. so too bad... not posting any pics.. unless i crop the images la...

EDIT: here's the cropped image..
» Click to see my purple hamstring, WARNING: Do not regret LOL «

another major thing that happened this year was God leading me to where i should be.. from TARC to MMU? diploma to degree... from mechatronics to electronics majoring in multimedia... it's just so not related... but God has His ways in leading me... I really wanna thank God for that...

This year, our church had our first church camp in years... almost like the first time in 6/7 years.. and it was totally awesome... 'Born at a time such as this' was the theme of the camp... i've found new purpose in life.. and my perspective on how life should be was changed.. made quite alot of new friends... all in all... AWESOME!



hmm... oh, this year, i saw my sister flying off to UK (for this first time..LOL)... interesting experience to have someone who was always there to suddenly 'disappear' haha... and after she left... i left to MMU... so the house was left almost empty... ;) but i guess it's just how God has planned it la...

in 2008, i've met up with lots of friends, made lots of new friends, got closer to the ones i know, and even got myself connected to the ones which i've lost contact with... friends from kindergarten, primary school, secondary school, college and uni.. nice peoples :)
-I just came back from a reunion with some of my primary school classmates... honestly, i couldnt recognize some... some looked the same, some didn't change much... i'm just amazed at how we had grown... after 8 years of not meeting each other... it's so nice to get to meet them again.. when's the next time? soon i guess :)


-asides from primary school friend, i got myself connected with quite alot of my secondary school friends again... really nice to hear that most of them are doing well... wonders of technology i would say... :)
-despite being away from my TARC friends, we still keep ourselves in touch... and it's nice.. really feels good to know that there are friends around who cares for you eh? :D

note to friends: thank you!

hmm... i had quite a lot of blessings this year... can't really count em all... just too many..and also i malas wanna count la... cuz there're more to come hahahaha... despite that, i honestly wanna thank God for all that He's done.. and i wanna thank Him also for the things that He yet to do, cuz i know that everything from Him is worth giving thanks for :)

first time experiences?
- staying away from home
- paintball



- CF
- lots of designing?
-> First camp book cover design,
-> First CD cover(second actually... the first was accidental lol)
-> First Successful interactive flash using Adobe Flash instead of swishmax
-> and more..
- had my first multimedia assignment (and got good review :D)
- meeting up of old friends?
- played futsal in genting highlands, church camp.. not good for the lungs tho haha
- video recording
- play with a DSLR, graphic tablet and more
- use hairband
- had long hair, tied my hair and walked around streets proudly xD



- played saxophone, cajon
- played percussion on stage :D
- archery + inter-faculty competition
and more... alot more new experiences

hmmm... all in all.... 2008 is a year that i wanna remember... 'a walk to remember'

as for 2009.... i would put it this way :

"staring at this empty canvas, waiting for the next stroke of my life"
- taken from 'Slow down time' by Jeremy Camp

some of u might ask.. why is it an empty canvas rite?.. let me answer u... cuz my life is not just a painting.. it's a video clip... u know like those times where u drew in every page of ur notebook, and flip the pages very quickly?... so.. it's almost like God is adding on a new page every nano-second, mili-second, second, minute, hour, day, month year, decade, century.. yada yada yada ...yea, that's how my life's story is gonna be told :D


crossing over to 2009 eh? haha


one thing i wanna see in my 2009 is : improvement... in any area that i'll take a step into la...

( i malas wanna write di... freaking tired, had a whole day out.. had church in the morning... then i had a long lunch ( the duration and the table was long xD), after lunch, some of us went to the arcade.. used up some cash playing haha... after playing.. i rested for 20 mins... then headed to pavilion to meet up with my primary school mates... reached home around 10.30 - 11pm... and here i am blogging la..(cuz internet speed very slow... haha)

p/s: will update this post with some images and details when i feel like to la..


EDIT:
forgot to wish my readers... haha... so here it is.. xD
Happy New Year peoples!

k then,
Till i blog again

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Merry Christmas!

Just thought of posting up something... so here you go peoples

Whitty wishes you "Merry Christmas!"


i know it's nothing much fancy... but have a Merry Christmas readers!
btw, i'm still busy, just that my hand was itchy... so i took a break..

(and oh, if you noticed, whitty is smiling.. yes, he always does that xD)
For people who don't know who is whitty.. it's he's my dog :) ..

here's a handsome picture of him [when he sneaked into the kitchen]:



sorry for the poor quality.. blames the bad lighting and camera xD
- notice him smiling again? :P

Till i blog again

Monday, December 22, 2008

lil updates...

Thank God, my FIRST multimedia assignment which carries marks is done! Thanks to everyone who commented and made critics about it, it definitely helps! thanks again.
for those who don't know what i'm refering to, click the icon below:



i've spent some nights doing it, didn't sleep that day.. now still experiencing the after effects... well, more sleepless nights to come...why? simple, christmas is on thurdays, but the church's celebration is on wednesday... i've got quite a bit of slides to do.. hmm flash again? haha

yea, asides from christmas, i've got another assignment deadline on 26th. Malaysian Studies... shouldn't be much of a problem i guess, but it still takes some time to do review for the 5 articles.. oh well...

p/s: i would still like to get comments and critics on my multimedia assignment, even tho i won't be able to do any changes already, but still, it'll help in my next assignment, i hope..

Oh, Tit Kian, have a blessed birthday. I hope and pray that one day you'll see Jesus as your personal Lord and Saviour :D

k la, gtg.. im still at home now.. and i've got class at 3pm. (it's now 11.38am)... need to rush back to cyberjaya.

EDIT:
Oh... i realized i gave alot of complains and !@#$%^&*( during the last few days... to those who were offended. Sorry, i was too stressed up with the amount of work load, still am, but would try my best to keep cool and rely on strength from above :)

and oh, i just found out that my first paper is on the 5th of January.... morning paper summore... Really need to depend on Him la.. talking bout my bad throat, i just bought a bottle/jar/jam container of chocolate pastry to go along with bread... gg XD [ hope my throat gets better by eating more chocolate hahaha... i have no idea why i chose chocolate.. some weird craving i guess ]

I just checked my exam timetable... 5th, 8th and 9th.... all in a week! If im wanna get 4.0 this sem... i better get started!.. but thankfully, the 8th and 9th subject only require 'readings' and not 'practices'.. phew..


Subject Code
Date
Time
EEN1026
05-01-2009
MORNING
MPW2133
08-01-2009
MORNING
EMM2016
09-01-2009
MORNING


EDIT + UPDATES again:
I just received an email from my assignment team leader...
Remarks from my lecturer regarding the assignment
Gd work....Nice n awesome... Cool

B.Bala
Ahh... such a nice feeling :D

And oh update again.. xD
Here's a picture taken by chrysler, i did some photoshopping to it :)
-carrying out plan in facebook xD



Till i blog again.... remember to comment arrr...

Friday, December 12, 2008

Short Update

::Here's some minor update::
i've got a boil on the skin of my 'gluteal muscles' (do some googling :P)

Day1: Itch .
Day 2: Pimplish + Pain .
Day3: Blackspot + Reddish surrounding .
Day4: Evolving .
Day5: Furuncle .
Day6: --?

It's still there.... 'a pain in the ass' literally =.=
and if you're wondering.... no, i won't upload any pics of it (like Duh!) hahaha

-=-


::Other updates::
1) Electronics midterm was a killer... i think almost everyone who entered the hall came out wounded

2) Electronics' assignment's due date is coming near... and i've not started =.=! it's gonna be a long week!

3) Intro. to Multimedia's midterm is next thurs... havent start doing revision... but this one should be okay kua...

4) Intro. to Multimedia's assignment deadline delayed by 2 days! weee.. good news xD

5) i'm gonna 'perform' an 'experiment' now... i'm gonna 'watch' a movie while sleeping ;) i know, it sounds stupid... (no doubt, it is la) .... talking about multi tasking ...LMAO... XD

hmm.. i've decided to 'watch' transporter 3 while sleeping -> reason: poor video quality.. i'll do some imagination on my own wahahaha

fyi: LMAO = 'laughing my ass off' ... darn.. i'm reminded of the 'pain in the ass now'... crap!

i guess that's what happens when u have a tired person with a 'creative' brain :)

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DND.."watching" movie now :P | nites :)

EDIT:

Forgot to do something... hehe..

Guys... have a blessed birthday... May God bless y-all with good health and strength, wisdom and understanding, peace and joy! Enjoy ya special day :)

guys refering to:

12th Dec
13th Dec
14th Dec
1)Dawson
2)Chin Wei
3)Jyi Fong
1)Eskandar
1)Sern Liang


Till i blog again

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Tagged v2.0

Okaaayyysss...
so i got tagged again. this time by Carynn via facebook(got blog for me to link to?)

i'll start with the rules first la...

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 16 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 16 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you.

Even so, like they say " Rules are made to be broken ".... so, this is how i interpreted it:
Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 16 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 16 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you.


Haha... ok, so there wouldn't be any tagging on my side, but if u want to, and you are free, just tag yourself la.. and oh, do drop me msg so i can view it too :)

since there are 16 items for me to post, i'll categorize them into groups of 'facts', 'habits', 'goals' and perhaps, 1 'random thing'.... so here goes:

Fact 1:
Despite the fact that i'm an engineering student, i dislike maths. And oh, i enjoy programming and designing A LOT.

Fact 2:
I like jumping, running, and yada yada yada... stunts in other words. - you can view my records in friendster, if you're interested...

Fact 3:
I can do a side flip, front flip, and cartwheel easily, without hands. p/s: (but it's kindda impossible to do cartwheels without hand, cuz without them, it wouldn't be considered as cartwheels. xD).. backflip, on another hand is a problem..

Fact 4:
I am very talkative when i'm communicating via non-audible mediums. Which means i'm not very talkative while communicating via audible mediums(need time to warm up my throat haha)...But at times, i can be quite talkative.. or cheeky when it comes to playing with words la...

Fact 5:
Even though i can't play any instruments professionally... i have music in my blood. Jazz and rhythm in particular.

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Habit 1:
I have a habit of not talking... basically, not starting any AUDIBLE conversation .. unless you consider the "msn messenger's message recieved tone as audible conversation la"

Habit 2:
I have a habit of spending.. err.. more like wasting my time in front of my laptop.

Habit 3:
I have a bad habit of doing things last minute.. but it's somewhat better now, cuz i'm determined to change it.

Habit 4:
I tend to be quite sarcastic especially when it comes to words...

Habit 5:
I have a habit of going to church every week.

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Goal 1:
Constantly walking in the center of God's will. And to help others who are not able to walk in the will of God, to walk in them!

Goal 2:
Have an awesome relationship with God. Deeper and deeper by the seconds or milliseconds or speed of light....something like that la...

Goal 3:
I wanna be a good family man, when i "grow up". A good and godly example to my future wife and children.

Goal 4:
Spend time wisely.. in other words, being a good steward of my resources..

Goal 5:
Get a girlfriend (which would eventually be my wife) in 2009/2010?
I know that sounds tricky... but no, im not planning to get married in the next two years... just wanna get a GGF first. (GGF = Godly girlfriend)

It's about time right? No?

Define girlfriend:
- someone who loves God higher than me
- someone whom i am able love and to lay down my life for (and would do the same to me)
- the person which God has planned and set aside for me :)

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Random thing 1:
Hmm.. since i was in the topic of BGF.. why not continue?

I have someone in mind... but i'll let God do His part la...Letting God be God... i think that's the best...cuz i don't wanna get myself into a relationship which would make things sticky and complicated (which is not what God wants)...

whoever she is.. Lord, at Your perfect timing, let it be so.

Note: To anyone who wants to know more, sorry to say... but no, i'm not giving out any names.. opss.. name without an 's' :P | and do not ask more.. (unless you're my section overseer or pastor or parents la) hehe

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Some updates:

1) Church was awesome today, God spoke differently to different people... mine was with regards to the topic i posted yesterday.. "Stewardship".

How He spoke? Well... He reminded me, and gave me a better picture... of not condemning myself whenever i look at my mistakes, but to always be reminded of the Cross at Calvary.
(and i wasn't condemning myself when i wrote the previous post, instead i was looking forward, to be a better steward with the awesome grace of God! so yea, timely message! woot!)

2) "A Day in The Secret Place" would be on tomorrow. It's gonna be an awesome time with God... as an individual as well as a church! So i would not be online from 10am till 6pm or so... if there's anything urgent, send me a SMS @ 016-6084761 ... if not urgent but saja wanna kacau also can, but not recommended la... hahaha

3) I've got electronics 2's midterm this coming thursday, despite the fact that Thursday is a PUBLIC HOLIDAY in Selangor! Oh well... im not gonna mourn over it or anything... cuz it's good.. at least i got an extra day to study ;)

4) Lots of assignment deadlines next week! I doubt i'll be coming back next weekend la... i would rather stay over for the weekend and do my assignments there, to reduce the 'traveling hours'

EDIT:
5) Just thought it would be nice if you readers can gimme some feedbacks on my assignment so far: http://3then.deviantart.com/art/WIP-iPhone-Report-4-105491756

thanks :)

Hmm... i thought that adding this would be interesting, so here it is:

random facts:
2) I like to climb through windows, the smaller the better, the higher the better too hahaha, and oh, i like to do it when im wearing formal suit.... proofs:
- although i was a prefect in school... (can kira head prefect oso la, lower by 1 or 2 rankings only haha) I climbed through my secondary school's 'Dewan Bestari''s windows at least twice, and yea... i was wearing 'formal suit'...without permission (like DUH!)

- I went to the 'lighting room' in KLIH's Grand hall, through a window :) and yea... it's way up high, i had to climb on a pillar to get to the window... and yea, i was in my formal suit too... i think i wore i leather shoes that time also... haha(no wonder it rosak la! haha)

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I guess that's all for now. Till i blog again

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Stewardship

Stewardship? What's that?

Instead of giving you the meaning of stewardship, let's take a peek at it's root word: steward.
Steward
Pronunciation: \ˈstü-ərd, ˈstyü-; ˈst(y)u̇rd\
[ Noun ]
1 : The one responsible for the protection or usage of something.

Starting to know where i'm heading towards?
So what's your point of view with regards to this topic, stewardship?

Here's something i found, which is very true (taken from wikipedia again)
- Stewardship begins and ends with the understanding of God's ownership of all.

Okay~~ Things are getting into a more serious tone...

Loads of things are happening all around the world, be it good or bad... and honestly, sometimes most of the time, i tend to have the 'careless' attitude towards all these happenings. i simply feel 'comfortable' in my comfort zone... and i'm not willing to take the first step, to be who God has entrusted me to be... the contact point between heaven and earth.

Yes, i'm feeling such a pain in my heart now, i'm grieved by myself... for not knowing that so many things had happened and is still going on all around the world, and i'm not doing anything about it, neither did i wanna care about any of it.. words can't say exactly what i'm feeling.. but it obviously sucks to feel what i'm feeling now.. uggh!

The word "steward" and "stewardship" has been ringing in my stucked-up-head for a while now.. it started with me asking God for forgiveness for not being a good steward of something known as time. And now, i realized that, it's not just 'time' that i'm not being a steward of... there are lots of areas where i'm screwed up as a steward... what kindda steward is that?

here's some of the areas that i would need improvement on, you on the other hand, do a checklist and see... i'm sure MOST of mine would be on yours too...

1) Time
2) Body - health
3) My identity
4) The world

well 4 is enough to kill... let's get deeper and check it out

1) time
- i realized that i like to procrastinate, do things which are of lower importants ( blogging nonsense (writing such as this, FYI is healthy and good, as it stimulates and brings your understanding to a higher level), facebooking, watching movie, anime, series - a lot of 'em, sleep )

2) Body - health
- Okay, so i sleep late... what's wrong with that you may ask.. but here's the thing, our body needs sufficient rest at proper hours.. do a research if you want, but it has been proven that certain parts of your body needs to rest at certain time of the day... and it's timeframe around 11pm-3am

- most of us sleep late, no doubt about that.. we're kindda killing ourselves by doing so... (ill talk about stewardship later)

3) My identity
- It may occur to some of you that my identity doesn't play a role in stewardship, let me prove you wrong. As Christians, we're suppose to be followers of Christ, which is to do what He did, when He was on earth, so that others may see how awesome and wonderful God is... so am i doing that? i seriously doubt it... most of the time, i'm just being the flesh-version of me... how lame can that be? cuz i'm suppose to be the 'light and salt' to the world... and if i'm not doing that... i'm not a 'good and faithful' steward.. i'll get "thrown out" in no time!

4) The world
- eh? The world also related to me? Well yea, it's related to me. How?
See, God made this world and gave Adam (humans in general) the authority to govern over the earth. Yet, as humans, we tend to get to the point of exploitation.. How sad is that? See the world around you... floods, landslides, global warming - aren't these the consequences of our negligence towards our stewardship?

bringing it down to my personal level, simple things like wasting electricity and water... i leave my computer on all the time, even when i'm away... for like a week.. constantly draining electricity just because the electric bills are fixed? Huh?! What nonsense is that?

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see where i'm heading towards now?
stewardship... sometimes we tend to ignore it, simply just because we don't know that we're in-charge of those things.. don't believe? try asking yourself this question: "am i in-charge of how i use the world?" sounds big eh? but hey! wake up time... don't "take time to realize" .. cuz honestly, the world is dying by the seconds and no, time is not under our control. we're simply stewards towards time... each of us are given 24 hours a day, no one gets it more, neither do anyone gets it lesser. It's just how we use it.

Wake up people, take responsibilities, be who God want's you to be.
Here's something for you to ponder upon:

"No longer do i compare myself with people around me,
the one i'm comparing myself to, is God Himself"
- Sounds arrogant eh?

God has created us in the image of Himself... fair enough? Certainly, we can never be God Himself. But as Christians, sons and daughters of God, we need to be constantly working towards being more and more like God. To be the person who He want's you to be!

"Who are you to compare yourself to God? You lowly being!"
- familiar?

Satan is always there to kill, steal and destroy.. he likes to pull you down to a level where you feel so ashame and worthless... But in the eyes of God.. He always see you as who you are, His child.. the one that He loves...

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The Parable of the Talents

14"Again, it will be like a man going on a journey, who called his servants and entrusted his property to them. 15To one he gave five talents[a] of money, to another two talents, and to another one talent, each according to his ability. Then he went on his journey. 16The man who had received the five talents went at once and put his money to work and gained five more. 17So also, the one with the two talents gained two more. 18But the man who had received the one talent went off, dug a hole in the ground and hid his master's money.
19"After a long time the master of those servants returned and settled accounts with them. 20The man who had received the five talents brought the other five. 'Master,' he said, 'you entrusted me with five talents. See, I have gained five more.'

21"His master replied, 'Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness!'

22"The man with the two talents also came. 'Master,' he said, 'you entrusted me with two talents; see, I have gained two more.'

23"His master replied, 'Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness!'

24"Then the man who had received the one talent came. 'Master,' he said, 'I knew that you are a hard man, harvesting where you have not sown and gathering where you have not scattered seed. 25So I was afraid and went out and hid your talent in the ground. See, here is what belongs to you.'

26"His master replied, 'You wicked, lazy servant! So you knew that I harvest where I have not sown and gather where I have not scattered seed? 27Well then, you should have put my money on deposit with the bankers, so that when I returned I would have received it back with interest.

28" 'Take the talent from him and give it to the one who has the ten talents. 29For everyone who has will be given more, and he will have an abundance. Whoever does not have, even what he has will be taken from him. 30And throw that worthless servant outside, into the darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.'

-Matthew 25:14-30 (New International Version)


See... God has already taught us on how to be a good and faithful servant of His. Whatcha waiting for? Go! And be who He want's you to be! Let's take this step of faith, of moving forward, taking up our responsibilities as a steward of God.

All these, just to hear this from God.
"Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness!"

If you think that you'll not be able to pull it through, think again! Here's something for you:

WORDS OF ENCOURAGEMENTS
37For nothing is impossible with God."
-Luke 1:37 (New International Version)


Woots! I've done my job to share this! Let's get moving people!

NOTICE:
Please, if you know that this topic is directly speaking to you, and you want to respond to it, but you don't know how... or even if you want to respond to it by taking a step of faith to be a good and faithful servant of God, leave a comment, that way, we'll be able to keep track of each other and to encourage each other when one of us fall!

Till i blog again

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Tagged!

First and foremost... this is my first time to kena tag! WooT! hahaha...
(dun count the last one la.. i tagged myself on that)
*tagged by Wilson

1) Do you think you're Hot?
- Hmm... me? i would consider myself as cool instead of hot...

2) Upload your favourite picture of you.
- ok... hmm lets see.. actually got a lot la... (im quite a poser, so i get all sorts of cool pics of myself... haha)

arrr.... ok, there you go...



3) Why do you like that picture?
- Why? erm.. cuz it's a cam-whore picture... and it doesn't look like it... the background gradient of the picture is very smooth despite the fact that it was taken using my W810i.. and the picture is in silhouette style.

(actually, i don't know which picture to choose from... just too many.. can i post another 1? haha)

here you go:



4) When was the last time you ate pizza?
- Can't recall... 2+ months ago?

5) The last song you listened to?
- Son of God(featuring Chris Tomlin) - Starfield

6) What are you doing now besides this?
- basically nothing, i'm waiting ..

7) What other name do you prefer besides yours?
- hmm... does 'bright' count?


People to tag.
err... malas to tag la... everyone is busy with assignments and studies... (and this tag isn't really fun :P)


8) Who is number 1?
- That's hard to answer, cuz i don't know who will tag themselves

9) Number 3 is having a relationship with?
- It gotta be either number 2 or number 4... cuz those numbers are the closest to number 3... ( i speaking in terms of mathematics :P )

10) Say something about number 5.
- Number 5 is a number which comes after number 4 and comes before number 6. This number is significantly interesting because it looks like number 2(looking at it upside down, don't believe? turn your head 180 degree... quite impossible tho.. p/s: it'd be easier to write number 5 on a piece of paper and turn the paper upside down :P)

11) How bout number 4?
- Well, number 4 is quite a interesting number too. It comes after number 3 and comes before number 5. In leetspeak, it's commonly referred as the alphabet "A".

Asides from that, four is the smallest composite number, its proper divisors being 1 and 2.
(disclaimer: wikipedia xD)

12) Who is number 2?
- Leoben Conoy aka Number Two, a character from the 2004 TV Series Battlestar Galactica
(disclaimer: wikipedia again :P)


YES! Finished my first tag, *proud* cuz i gave stupid yet interesting answers xD
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some updates:
1) just finished one of my mid term paper... malaysian study.. quite hard.. a lot of things asked cannot be found in the notes provided... but i think i'd be able to pass it...

2) i drew myself a 'planner' ... basically a timeline, according to dates of my assignments dealines, mid terms, and days which i would be busy (example: serving in church and CF)... and i realized that i'm supposed to be freaking busy.. yet i'm taking my own sweet time writing blog and watching animes... oh well.. gotta start working things out..

oh.. i drew it on my desktop... it's now my wallpaper hahaha... cuz i face my PC whole day long.. i guess i'll be reminded of it la...

here it is:


note:
blue = church
red = cf
green = assignment deadlines and mid terms

3) i kindda made myself to pick up someone else's principal of life.. and to lay aside my own principals (i keep the good ones, throw the bad ones) so that i'll be a better person... still adapting, but it should work out fine.

4) "breading" has been awesome..(breading not breeding =.=) cuz basically i dip my bread in kaya before i eat it... yea i know... don't take too much sugar =.=

i guess that's all for now. Jaa mata ne.(until next time)
Till i blog again

Monday, December 1, 2008

Short note to myself

Soar or sink... my call...
( soar or sore sounds superb - notice the 's' again xD )

just a reminder for myself, cuz i've been slacking for quite a bit.. things are pilling up, and i might get myself sinked if i remain at my current state.

To soar, i'll need a Saviour. Aiming just to survive is merely sinking. Please do not salute me for using so many 's(s)'. [ wonders of a tired brain ]

p/s: had a pretty long day today, meetings after meetings... and i've got 2 longer days ahead of me. Mid term's on wed, and i'm not prepared. i'm now sleepy, but haven't take bath, and got tutorials to be done by tonight. Deadline = tomorrow 10am.

and oh, i'll be bread-ing for quite a bit this week.. got myself a Jumbo [yes, i like bread]

Lord,
i'm sorry i've not been a good steward of something known as time! Teach me i pray.
Amen.


WORDS FROM ON HIGH
Steep Yourself in God-Reality

He continued this subject with his disciples.
"Don't fuss about what's on the table at mealtimes or if the clothes in your closet are in fashion. There is far more to your inner life than the food you put in your stomach, more to your outer appearance than the clothes you hang on your body.

Look at the ravens, free and unfettered, not tied down to a job description, carefree in the care of God. And you count far more.

"Has anyone by fussing before the mirror ever gotten taller by so much as an inch?
If fussing can't even do that, why fuss at all?

Walk into the fields and look at the wildflowers. They don't fuss with their appearance—but have you ever seen color and design quite like it?
The ten best-dressed men and women in the country look shabby alongside them.

If God gives such attention to the wildflowers, most of them never even seen, don't you think he'll attend to you, take pride in you, do his best for you?

"What I'm trying to do here is get you to relax, not be so preoccupied with getting so you can respond to God's giving. People who don't know God and the way he works fuss over these things, but you know both God and how he works. Steep yourself in God-reality, God-initiative, God-provisions. You'll find all your everyday human concerns will be met. Don't be afraid of missing out. You're my dearest friends!

The Father wants to give you the very kingdom itself.

"Be generous. Give to the poor. Get yourselves a bank that can't go bankrupt, a bank in heaven far from bankrobbers, safe from embezzlers, a bank you can bank on.

It's obvious, isn't it? The place where your treasure is, is the place you will most want to be, and end up being.

Luke 12:22-34
-The Message
Till i blog again