[ ᴃᴚiפʜᴌ ᵴᴌᴗᴆiᴏ ]: April 2009

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Updates regarding my:::::

18 APR 09 @ 0056 - short update:

updates regarding the changing of course. the idea has been eliminated, cuz my faculty isn't offering it next semester onwards, i think.

updates regarding my buruncle, i'm going to see a doctor tomorrow, hopefully, to get all the pus and whatever that needs to be removed, removed.

updates regarding my ass, i've got myself another hole on my ass.. on a random note, you know, some people got themselves double degree and such; i've got myself a double ass-hole. rude it may sound, but it's a fact made sacarstic and vulgar ;) only God knows how deep that freaking hole is made by the buruncle.

updates regarding my midterm test result, one of it suck, big time. cuz i was sick, and couldnt concentrate studying, thus, obtaining a much lower result than i expected. just got to do well in the finals i guess.

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i've got 1 more assignment left, and 1 more lab report to finish... and i'm done with the busyness, i guess.

Till i blog again

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

quick update:

due to the boil that i had, i did some research and found that im not just having a boil, but it's now called a 'carbuncle'... which is multiple boils/furuncle(s) at the same location...

it's not a pleasant sight, so i wouldnt even think of posting a picture of it in this blog. anyways, according to the informations i got from the internet, i'm supposed to get a doctor to 'check me out'... but due to the busy schedule... exams after exams, labs after labs, and assignment due dates after due dates.. i'm reluctant to pay the doctor a visit..

yes, the carbuncle is disturbing and pain. and moreover, i did feel feverish and chilled myself a lil (which NEEDS MEDICAL ATTENTION) ... but i couldn't careless. is studies important? is health important? from what point of relativity are you referring from?

im just posting this to kindda stray my mind out from the exam stress that i'm having, along with the 'pain in the ass'.. i'm not really prepared for the exam (which is in an hours time, and it's 20marks!) ... i can blame the pain and the difficulty of the subject all i want, but it doesn't change a single thing.

if i could, and if i was much free-er, i would get some medical attention... and at best to lance out that freaking 'disturbia'.. (but it would cost me some $$, and it turns me down)... lancing the carbuncle would also means hospitalization (i think)... and leaving my assignment for my groupmates (which isnt fair, i think :P)

i guess im gone blabbering.

one last question... should i get MC just to skip the exam today? im actually feeling fine now... but not fully prepared. "should i, or should i not"
- i've only got an hour for that answer... but i'd most likely just sit for the paper, hoping that the paper would be so much more easier than i would imagine.

Till i blog again

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

14 APR 09 @ 0904

i couldnt figure out a title... haha.. anyways,

MY ASS HURTS! i've got myself yet another furuncle near the same spot where i last had it. this time, it's real BIG

it's there, cuz i injured the blood vessel the other time, which caused the viral infection to spread. i know, my bad. anyhow...

i feel the pain everytime i walk, move, sleep, lie, heck even sit, tho sitting still cause me less pain. it's not really on my ass... it's at my lower back, near the position where we normally wear a belt. having said so, wearing a belt can be 'a pain in the ass'

sad but the fact is that my fever has not completely subside. i still feel the sudden chill and the other kindda symptoms. i've got another paper tomorrow night. and it's math, ugh! only on ODE (ordinary differential equation) which is harder, very much harder than it sounds!

i just skipped a class(the class is on now), cuz i had to 'bandage' the area where the furuncle(boil) is, so that the ooze that comes out from it would not spread to some other parts of my body la...

i just hope it comes out ASAP. and that i (or even you readers) will not have to ever, ever go through what i'm going through now.... exam+assignments+sick+a boil near you ass.. or the like...

anyway, here's another song for you :)

p/s: don't expect me to post up a picture of that...it's just not right. if you wanna know what a furuncle is, go google it or something. ;)

Shine - Salvador
I woke up to another day
Another day to celebrate
Your beauty and your mystery, it's more than any eye can see
I'm not the man I was before
With You, my life is so much more
Break the chains and open doors to a world I can't ignore

Chorus:
Lord let me shine, shine like the moon
A reflection of you in all that I do
Lord let me be a light for your truth
Light of the world, I wanna be used to shine for you

As simple as a passing smile
Or listening a little while
To someone that's convinced that they are in this all alone
Here's my chance to share the news
To introduce the good that's you
Here you go again, you never cease to blow my mind

Chorus

You're the love that we all need
You lift us up to our feet
You hold the key to eternity
The King of Kings alive in me


Till i blog again

Monday, April 13, 2009

You and Only You

You came
Like a criminal in the night
You stole my heart
Right out from under me
It happened so suddenly
I'm living in a fantasy
If only just to see

You smile
And everything comes alive
I don't know how I ever
Survived without you
Bringing out the kid in me
Now I'm resigned to say

Only you
You and only you
You and only you
can take this heart
And make it new
You and only you

I try
To make something of my day
But I hopelessly drift away
To the place where
We can be alone again
I'll never be the same again
All because of

Well I may not be
Able to find
Able to find the words to say
To tell you how I feel
About the way you make me feel
But I'll try this way


first of all, go youtube the song or something.. very nice :D

secondly.... i've been busy lately, that, of cause, is mainly due to my poor time management and lack of urgency..

anyways, just wanna wish yall a Happy Easter! tho, a belated one, but's it's never too late. cuz He's alive everyday :)

i'm currently healthy, no longer sick... just having another furuncle at my lower back near my bum. *blushes* o_O ... it has yet to 'come to head'... i'm just waiting to pop it out... and no more of such pain should ever, ever come and disturb me again. not being able to sleep at a comfy position sucks... hhahah

k then, ive gotta get back studying - again. i've got a mid term paper tonight. another one on thursday. and i'm kindda free from midterms, but i've still got labs and assignments.

Till i blog again, God Bless!

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Something i'm going through in life

Steven Curtis Chapman - The Change

Well I got myself a t shirt that says what I believe
I got letters on my bracelet to serve as my id
I got the necklace and the key chain
And almost everything a good christian needs yeah
I got the little Bible magnets on my refrigerator door
And a welcome mat to bless you before you walk across my floor
I got a jesus bumper sticker
And the outline of a fish stuck on my car
And even though this stuffs all well and good yeah
I cannot help but ask myself

What about the change
What about the difference
What about the grace
What about forgiveness
What about a life thats showing
Im undergoing the change yeah
Im undergoing the change

Well Ive got this way of thinking that comes so naturally
Where I believe the whole world is revolving around me
And I got this way of living that I have to die to every single day
cause if gods spirit lives inside of me yeah
Im gonna live life differently

Im gonna have the change
Im gonna have the difference
Im gonna have the grace
Im gonna have forgiveness
Im gonna live a life thats showing
Im undergoing the change

What about the change
What about the difference
What about the grace
What about forgiveness
I want to live a life thats showing
Im undergoing the change


this song is kindda speaking of what i'm going through in life now. and yea, i wanna live a life thats showing im undergoing the change!

some updates:

this coming few weeks would be rather hectic.
i've got 2 labs this week(1/4,3/4),
one midterm exam(3/4), << machines and power system
vision day on saturday(4/4),
another in-lab assignment next monday(6/4), << Algo & structure
another midterm exam on wednesday(8/4), << instrumentation...
another midterm exam on the following monday(13/4), << electronics 3
another lab on tuesday(14/4),
and another midterm exam on wednesday(15/4). << maths 3

and i think there's more. oh, not to mention assignments.

FYI, this is no april fool joke or whatsoever.... haha, no, seriously.

so yea, i've got to undergo a change, especially in my sense of urgency, time management, and to take up my responsibility as a student.

WORDS OF WISDOM - especially to myself
Philippians 4:13 (New King James Version)

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.


Till i blog again