[ ᴃᴚiפʜᴌ ᵴᴌᴗᴆiᴏ ]: May 2009

Monday, May 18, 2009



I'm so far away
From the only place I know I should be
So find me and take me

[Chorus:]
Come and light the day, come chase away this darkness
I've been living here so long and I give up
Come wash away everything I've built between us
And I will sing unending songs of Your love

I cannot find rest
I can't catch my breath from running away
So stop me and take me

[Chorus]

Your love has stolen my heart, Your love has set me apart
Your love is life in my veins and all my mistakes fade away
So find me and stop me, and take me, and save me

[Chorus]

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Just being honest with myself. God, take over.



I've been here before, now here I am again
Standing at the door, praying You'll let me back in
To label me a prodigal would be
Only scratching the surface of who I've been known to be

[Chorus]
Turn me around pick me up
Undo what I've become
Bring me back to the place
Of forgiveness and grace
I need You, need Your help
I can't do this myself
You're the only one who can undo
What I've become

I focused on the score, but I could never win
Trying to ignore, a life of hiding my sin
To label me a hypocrite would be
Only scratching the surface of who I've been known to be

[Chorus]
Turn me around pick me up
Undo what I've become
Bring me back to the place
Of forgiveness and grace
I need You, need Your help
I can't do this myself
You're the only one who can undo
What I've become

Make every step lead me back to
The sovereign way that You

[Chorus]
Turn me around pick me up
Undo what I've become
Bring me back to the place
Of forgiveness and grace
I need You, need Your help
I can't do this myself
You're the only one who can undo
What I've become



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life hasn't been at the peak, in fact, i've been drowning for quite a while now. i'm just being honest with myself, and hiding the fact doesn't make any difference.

Lord, here i am. Turn me around pick me up, & undo what I've become, bring me back to the place of forgiveness and grace, I need You, I need Your help.
I can't do this myself, You're the only one who can undo what I've become.

Make every step lead me back to the sovereign way that You.

Lord, be Lord over my life. Putting You first has always bring me blessing, making life worth living for.

Fill this void i'm feeling now. such emptiness and despair, it's shredding me to nothingness. i've tried to make things right, again and again, yet...

because i was using my own might, and my own strength. nothing is accomplished in the end. it sucks, it really does..

take over Lord. take over.


EDIT:

>> Lord, make my studying less of a burden, more of a joy and adventure. i really wanna do well to honour You... :|


>> But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.

-2 Corinthians 12:9


>> Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours.

-Mark 11:24


>> "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."

-Matthew 11:28-30

Lord, i trust in Your Word. And You've said that when 2 or 3 gather, whatever you'd ask in My name. It'd would be given to you

so Lord, i pray for whoever who needs help now. That even as they read these, they would receive strength from above. That Lord You'd enlighten us. For Lord, your yoke is easy, and Your burden is light.

But, seek first His Kingdom and His Righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.

-Matthew 6:33

Amen! :D have a nice day peeps. i know i will with Him helping me :)



"Breathe You In"

Taking hold, breaking in
The pressures all need to circulate
Mesmerized and taken in
Moving slow, so it resonates
It's time to rest, not to sleep away
My thoughts alone, try to complicate
I'll do my best, to seek you out
And be myself, and not impersonate

[Chorus:]
I tried so hard to not walk away
And when things don't go my way
I'll still carry on and on just the same
I've always been strong
But can't make this happen
'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in
The fear of becoming
I'm so tired of running
'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breath you in
I want to breathe you in

I'm going in, so cover me
Your compass will, help me turn the page
The laughing stock, I'll never be
Because I won't let them take me

[Chorus]

Took awhile to see all the love that's around me
Through the highs and lows there's a truth that I've known
And it's you

I've always been strong
But can't make this happen
'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in
The fear of becoming
I'm so tired of running
‘Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in
I want to breathe you in
I want to breathe you in
I want to breathe you in
I want to, I want to
I want to breathe you in
I want to breathe you in
I want to breathe; I want to, I want to
Wanna breathe
I want to breathe you in
I want to breathe you in
I wanna breathe

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

just some random ranting

"wetting my pants" has never been easier, thanks to the weather..... hahhaa

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ive got A LOT more to study... i dun think i can finish tackling the papers. ><
blaming myself instead of the weather.. back studying ...

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on a random note. im getting myself a sportholster from Urbantool CLICKY

a medium sized camouflage color :D (because they are out of stock for black medium ones... oh well)

Till i blog again

Friday, May 8, 2009

exam schedule...

exams are here, yet again... it never seem to stop. 3 more years clarence, 3 more years.... then u'll be free from 'exams'... at least, academically..

im not the best person to be asked about how my preparation for the exam is... yes, im lazy, i do things last minute.. and no, im not happy about it... but it just happens la...

i'd better get started. ;|









NameCLARENCE CHEONG WEIHAN
MajorBachelor of Engineering (Honours) Electronics majoring in Multimedia
FacultyFACULTY OF ENGINEERING
 
SubjectDateSessionRoom
EEM102619-05-2009MORNING--
EPM101621-05-2009MORNING--
EPM107623-05-2009MORNING--
EEN104625-05-2009MORNING--
ECP102626-05-2009MORNING--


ECP1026 ALGORITHMS AND DATA STRUCTURES
EEM1026 ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS II
EEN1046 ELECTRONICS III
EPM1016 INSTRUMENTATION AND MEASUREMENT TECHNIQUES
EPM1076 INTRODUCTION TO MACHINES AND POWER SYSTEMS


Till i blog again

Monday, May 4, 2009

random

i saw this link from andrew's blog... so i jus gave it a shot..
did this quiz: clicky

Here is the analysis:

Your ideal mate is kind and generous.
You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true.
No effort, no success. That's your attitudes towards success.
You are a person of principle. You respect social rules and regulations.
You are emotional, sincere and optimistic.

and this

Here is the analysis:

It is difficult for you to get deeply involved with someone. Most of your relationships border on being more than friends but less than being lovers.

and this

Here is the analysis:

You are a person with full of ambitions and creativity. You are very concerned about changes happening around you. You are also a very temperamental person.
YOUR LOVE

If you are a gay or lesbo, sorry it's not the real you!
Did you notice that you are a "hot target" among the opposite sex?

You can easily attract the opposite sex. Basically you are a very popular person, so many people like to chat with you.

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i would say... yea.. it's more or less accurate, i think. ;)
for all the 'bad characteristics' of my character, i pray that God will use it for the better. even with the seemingly bad things that we cannot appreciate, God can always turn it over, making it an absolute beauty.

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life has been busy, or rather, i was caught up with so many things. ive been recently playing 'world of goo' ... it's quite addictive i would say. haha.. but i'd have to stop for abit. exams are around the corner, and the distance between my progress(in studies) and the final exam questions is quite a big one.

May the Lord be my strength. some words of encouragement: from Psalms 111:10

The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom;
all who follow his precepts have good understanding.
To him belongs eternal praise.


Till i blog again