[ ᴃᴚiפʜᴌ ᵴᴌᴗᴆiᴏ ]: October 2010

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Sem 1 [ Post Mortem ]

So, the results came out yesterday ..
Let's look at what roughly happened during the previous semester:

1) I took up a post in CF
2) I took up a job offer in MMU
3) I took 6 subjects last semester
4) I made many friends; many of which i can really treat as my brothers and sisters.

Last semester, like i said (in my previous posts), was awesome.

So how did my results turned up?
Well, surprisingly, i'm actually quite satisfied with it.

Despite my busyness throughout the entire semester, i got 1A, 3B+, a C-*

For that C-*, i kindda knew that it was a borderline paper, anyways, the overall results is rather satisfying. As of now, im gonna submit that paper for re-grade-ing... prayerfully, hoping that the lecturer would be kind to give me a few more marks just to pass the paper..
[ in MMU, C- is a fail, the * means i can take the supplementary paper
and oh, my first ever failed paper in MMU, not bad i suppose? :)) ]

Whatever it would be, why should i even let this pull me down right? :)

p/s: To those who aren't happy with your results or feels like a failure, look here, God is saying, you are the child that He loves, and in you, He is well pleased. You've got nothing to prove in you, I am well pleased

FFH - Well Pleased

You are the child that I love, in you I am well pleased
You are the child that I love, in you I am well pleased
Nothing high, nothing low, could separate you from me
You are the child that I love, in you I am well pleased
You've got nothing to prove, in you I am well pleased

And when you walk through the dark
I'll be a light unto your feet
And when you cry in the night
I'll be the comfort that you seek

Long before you spoke a word
Or your face was ever seen
Your every breath, your every move
Was ever visible, ever visible to me

'Cause you are the child that I love, in you I am well pleased
You are the child that I love, in you I am well pleased
Nothing high, nothing low, could separate you from me
You are the child that I love, in you I am well pleased
You've got nothing to prove in you I am well pleased

When you need me I'm already there
I hear your every prayer
And every step you take, I take with you
And every move you make, I make it to, oh

And I want you to know, I love you
And I want you to know

That when you walk through the dark
I'll be a light unto your feet
And when you cry in the night
I'll be the comfort that you seek

Long before you spoke a word
Or your face was ever seen
Your every breath, your every move
Was ever visible, it was visible to me

You are the child that I love, in you I am well pleased
You are the child that I love, in you I am well pleased
Nothing high, nothing low, could separate you from me
You are the child that I love, in you I am well pleased
You've got nothing to prove in you I am
You've got nothing to prove, in you I am, I am well pleased

I am well pleased
You are the child that I love
You are the child that I love
You are the child that I love


It's the inside that makes the difference, your heart




Till i blog again

Sunday, October 17, 2010

The Unveiled Journey

Approximately 2 years back,

during my church camp, i remember receiving a mandate and a direction from God through a prophecy..

well, i can't exactly tell you what's it about, but it was big! never would i imagine that day coming, never would i even dare to see that in my future, but He had it all planned out, and even so, He didn't just rubbed it in, He didn't force me to give all that i desire up, He didn't just say something and not provide the strength, the support, and the peace that i'd need.

it's not that i just started to see the plan unveiled, not that i suddenly see it, but now i just feel comfortable sharing it, and putting it down in my blog as a sign post to remind me, and redirect my path should stray away..


this time, during the CF camp, once again He reminded me of that secret place, where i used to meet Him face to face, where our relationship was more than just a God - Human relationship, more than a brother, more like a friend you could always trust.

yes, it's been a while since i've been to that secret place, it's prolly now filled with cobwebs and dust so thick i couldn't breathe in there. but here He is saying, "Come, lets clean up this mess! I wanna know you more, I wanna be known by you, I wanna teach you the unforced rhythms of grace!"

my heart melted again, melted again. How could Someone like Him, so great and mighty, the creators of the heavens and the earth, would even look down to the face of the earth and see creations like us, and wanting to know us more?

how could Someone like Him, would even give us, His creations second chances? why would He?

simply because He loves us, so much, so much, that He didn't withhold His only begotten Son for us, to bridge the gap between us and Him.

what could i possibly say back to Him? what's my response back to Him?

i guess all i could really say is:
Time to pant for more. Time to go deep again. Time to make sure the grass on the path doesn't start growing. Time to say: im willing, teach me.

Well, the new semester is here, with new subjects and new timetable, and to my fans, just so you know where i might be during certain hours, here's my timetable
:))
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The Stand
Joel Houston

Key: C
Intro:
C


Verse 1:
C
You stood before creation
F
eternity in Your hand
C/E Am
You spoke the earth into motion
F
My soul now to stand


Verse 2:
C
You stood before my failure
F
And carried the cross for my shame
C/E Am
My sin weighed upon Your shoulders
F
My soul now to stand


PreChorus:
F
So what can I say
Dm Am
And what could I do
F G
But offer this heart O God
Am C G Am F C G Am
Completely to You


Verse 3:
C
So I'll walk upon salvation
F
Your Spirit alive in me
C/E Am
This life to declare Your promise
F
My soul now to stand


Chorus:
F C
So I'll stand
G Am F
With arms high and heart abandoned
C G Am F
In awe of the One who gave it all
C
I'll stand
G Am
My soul Lord to You surrendered
F C G Am
All I am is Yours


Coda:
F
So what can I say
Dm Am
And what could I do
C Dm7 G
But offer this heart O God
Am
Completely to You
What can i say? What could i do? But offer this heart O God, completely to You.


Till i blog again

Thursday, October 14, 2010

To sum it up...

Sorry for the lack of updates,
life has been busy,
yet, i find joy in it.

Yes, at times i do complain a lot.
That's cuz i've lost my focus,
when i've realigned my sight,
once again i see His fiery eyes,
full of loving power,
ever mighty in every situation.

The past semester has been a blessing. 'Nuff said.


FFH - The Long Haul
It used to be second nature to me
To want to turn and walk away
Since I met you those days are gone
Now I want to stay, and say

I'm in for the long haul
Bring on the fight
I will, I will stand tall
With all my might
And face the wind and face the rain
And even the pain
Through it all
I'm in for the long haul

So many people just packing it in
They don't give it half a chance
Not me and you, we've got it all
And it's gonna last
Oh yeah, bring it on 'cause

For the ride of my life
With you by my side
Holding on tight, because
Our guiding light is the Father
And we'll be alright
Oh btw, i had my MUET speaking test this morning, it was a breeze! I had fun, though everyone was rather quiet haha .. overall, everything went well..

My work isn't exactly done, but i can safely say it's around 80% done la.. my head is kindda spinning now .. can't get my work done now ..

Tomorrow! CF CAMP 10/11 :D:D:D

Yes, im excited! Friggin excited!



Till i blog again

Saturday, October 9, 2010

¿canyoucypherme?

While everyone else, well.. not everyone, but almost all the degree students are having their break.. here i am, still working..

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sigh, no mode to do work actually, cuz everyone else is having fun.. not that im not.. just that i feel like getting a break .. from everything if possible ..


it looks like a cute lil lizard doesnt it? xD
some random doodling when i was bored a while ago ;D


holidays are gonna end soon...

:(

worst still when i haven't really got my break.. and MUET is on Thursday morning, i've yet to get myself prepared, don't exactly know what to expect.. but yea..

no holidays for me?
:(
another long semester's coming up..
i'm grumpy now.. prolly cuz i need rest... so yea, nites peeps..

tomorrow is a new day, with new grace and new strength. Amen!

on a side note, condolences to my roomie.



Till i blog again